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No.  This can’t be happening.  This can’t be fucking happening.

It wasn’t supposed to happen this time.  I had it under control.  I gave Hyde a new purpose.  I avoided the fucking labyrinth.  I avoided her the entire time I was in Chicago.  Things weren’t supposed to go this way.

What the fuck do you want from me?  What was I supposed to do?  What did I do wrong this time?  There is no fucking reason that things should be happening the same way.

What do I have to do?  What do I have to fucking do to stop this?  She’s not supposed to talk to me about Marble Hornets.  She’s not supposed to get wrapped up in all this.  Why is she involved in all this again?

It’s crashing down around me.  Everything I’ve done this time is coming crashing down and there’s not a damn thing I can do to stop it.

If I couldn’t save her last time, what am I supposed to do this time?

…This isn’t how things are supposed to be.



2 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. The Elephant Doctor
    Dec 21, 2011 @ 21:49:39

    When was the last time anything went the way it was supposed to?


  2. Ben
    Jan 07, 2012 @ 03:19:43

    Oh, I forgot all about this. Are you sure it’s not supposed to be this way? The fact that it’s all happening again regardless of your choices indicates that it is supposed to be this way. But if you insist on fighting fate, I’d say cut your losses now and play the Song of Time again, or whatever you did that made this possible.


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